Hold on, I leave in silence, so sick of the oath I swore.
But as the liar I have always been I am distinguished from my former self.
There is nothing, that connects me to this place that I once called a home
Feverish in me, but your wrongs built my rights.
as believing in utopia crashes.
You´re fine without me, I am addicted ... need to suck you in!
Vows have all failed, I crave to leave them all behind!
Falling forever backwards, never touch the ground!
Beneath the sweet taste of delusion lies mephitis of rotten plights.
Like a drug in my veins, but the emptiness stays the same!
A slave that has failed, I cry to cure this lasting ache!
Falling forever backwards, my heart is now betrayed!
Without a face, without a lasting trace!
Left here to decay...
To end my fall is all I hope for...
released November 28, 2014